Updates on Christopher's Life!

I am a very passionate advocate for asking and at times demanding that government officials, Federal & State agencies, family, friends, the general public take care of Christopher Meade and other people like him suffering from a mental disability, the negative accolades that it carries, and the vicissitudes that such disabled individuals experience, because such neglect on behalf of all the aforementioned entities is not only unacceptable, but also abusive!  However, the "Behavioral & Financial Challenges of Caring for Chris" are not easy to deal with.

There are people that work in downtown Athens, TN, where Christopher primarily lives as a homeless man, that help him and are kind to him, but, in very minimal ways, which I consider are "unacceptable", because as healthcare and social service entities they could be doing more to help Christopher, but, recently, places like the District Attorney's Office, where for two years he had been going to get water to drink from Amanda Cooley, whom by the ways treats him very kindly, honorably, with respect and love, now all of a sudden "it appears" that she is being prohibited from doing so, I don't know if by rules of a new District Attorney, or a new systemic town effort on behalf of State agencies or entities to more severely "DISCRIMINATE" against and "ABUSE" homeless disabled Americans/people like Christopher Meade.  

After seeing the recent drama behind Presidential  U.S. American politics, where recently convicted felons such as Donald Trump, whom by the way was previously "impeached" from serving in government or public office, it is to me personally more confirming what has always been evident, which is a highly ignorant and unqualified voting majority that votes based on excitability, emotion, deleterious perceptions of people and things which they obviously are not intellectually capable of critically assessing or judging, and a population that power-seeking billionaires and other influential people can easily psychologically manipulate into voting.  Kamala Harris in my view is not a Presidential Office caliber candidate either, but, in reference to Trump in particular, the important of going on this judging moral tangent on the topic of Christopher, is that if the highest offices  of power and leadership of a country behave with such disregard to the upholding of fair treatment of all, but instead shows clearly that money buys power and more judicial leniency for wrongdoing or criminal behavior, what can be expected of the State or local judicial systems?  Such as is the case in Athens, Tennessee!  But, we as Americans have always had difficult battles and wars against injustice, against corruption of power, against abuses of humanity and the curtailed progress or advancement of civility and better balance spectrums of justice.  We cannot stop fighting the good fights, even if most human beings are incredibly selfish, are not capable of fairly and rationally governing themselves, unless enough power, deterrence and good, compassionate, but firm leadership has generalized holdings of law-making and decision-making in general.  We cannot allow "UNFAIR DISCRIMINATION, WILLFUL NEGLECT, ABUSE OF ANY KIND, UNFAIRLY JUSTIFIED CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR" to take place on any part, area, or form of social, political, religious, educational, or economic fabric of our American society!  

Christopher told me a few days ago, after I showed him some Facebook profiles of his relatives living in Athens, Tennessee, and he says that he wants nothing to do with them, that they are evil, etcetera, adding that they signed papers saying that he was not a fit totaled care of his daughters, which he loves more than anything, and had him committed to a psychiatric hospital.  Now, I will say that given what I know about Christopher's mental and behavioral state, that such concerns about him raising two small children has great validity, in terms of the children's well being, however, what is unjust and inhumane in such a case, or factual scenario, is that neither the relatives nor the healthcare facilities or entities, nor the State agencies or entities did nor have done enough to properly care for the mental nor physical health of a disabled American like Christopher Meade!  It was the and compassionate human duty of his relatives, and the fair and rational duty of professionals to ensure that Christopher Meade's daughters were not ripped out of his life without the proper venues for him to still care for, albeit indirectly, and love his children!  Imagine how traumatizing that is to somebody that has enough cognizance to feel that to be an injustice, but not having the mental capacity, orwhat is more a profound mental and cognitive disability that does not allow him to counter judicially and socially the injustice of such ill treatment from other human beings who do have the average mental and intellectual capacity to know and do better, as it pertains to the fair and compassionate treatment of others, and of the very important aspect of good justice for a civilized people, or the delusions of "civilization" or "civilized nature" thereof!

To not make this point or statement too long, I understand that not everyone may be able to or unwilling to share their personal finances and caring efforts for Christopher as much as I do, for I literally spend at least half my income in doing so, however, they can very easily collaborate with each other, or be diligent in asking for Federal assistance to mitigate the mental and physical abuses and neglect that they have done or caused to Christopher Meade.  And I say physical too, because when he has beaten by gangs or criminals, as the result of living homeless on the streets due to judicial malpractice and negligence, as it also applies to other State and Federal government agencies, the proxy of such abuses are in fact those judicial and government entities that facilitated the physical abused against Christopher Meade, by forcing him or negligently letting him live in such precarious homeless conditions, surrounded by crime and criminal abuse.  But, also, due to the fact that "hunger" is also another form of physical abuse, that not only can have the devastating consequences of physical pain and body deterioration, but also the mental anguish, sadness, depression, feeling of being unwanted and unfairly rejected, and in the case of Christopher in particular those frustrations being greater and more emotionally/psychologically painful, because he cannot articulate a sound or proper defense against such abuses and criminal behaviors, on behalf of both street thugs and criminals, & from professional ones as well.

I took Chris to eat in Dennis earlier this week, and he was being greatly disrespectful, right near her sometimes, to a very nice and welcoming young waiter (although his behavior does not discriminate on age, sex, status, etc., he misbehaves equally against anyone), so I oftentimes now have become more of a parent role towards him, than a good friend.  And he also has gotten to consider me his care taker, thus, overall he does heed my attempts to teach him, or stops misbehaving when I call out his rudeness towards others.  It is a difficult situation, because he is considered an "independent adult", and yet his behavior is at times harder to curtail, manage, or adjust, than that of the average sound mind child, because Chris' mental cognitive disability does not process context, deterrent, cause and effect, and other normative social rules of norms and behavior in a rational way.  And I am by nature, personality-wise a very empathetic, caring,compassionate, understanding, slow-to-anger, forgiving, and intellectually as well as emotionally gifted individual, whom has also for years cared for individuals of all ages in healthcare settings and at home, and has also been temporarily a substitute teacher of students with special needs, however, for most other people dealing with Chris, or trying to help him can be a lot more challenging!  

Yesterday I took him to eat at Dennis again, and he was being disrespectful to the elderly couple sitting on the table next to us, he was being loud, also yelling and pointing at customers in far sits, putting his feet on his seat, etcetera, so I have to act more as a parent than as a friend, to ensure that he is behaving properly, without disrespecting nor mistreating others, while learning proper norms of behavior, or reminding him of it, because in all truth, he is actually very clean, dresses nicely, is super nice most of the time, but primarily with me, well to me he is always nice, but other people get him impatient sometimes, and I have to manage his subsequent misbehavior towards others or around them. On the financial aspect, I give him money to put on a wallet that I have designated his "savings wallet", which he keeps on his furniture drawers, and I also give him money to keep on his wallet that he keeps on him, and I put money on a Greendot card that I got him.  But, he does not understand concepts of money or finance properly, as I have mentioned and written about times before.  Yesterday, I gave him $40 to keep in his wallet, and a few times he took the money out of the wallet while we were waiting for our food, until one time the first day young waitress passes by our table, and he tells her:  "You want this $40 dollars!"  And she replies:  "Sure, I will get any money that you wanna give me!"  She, of course had notice that he has a mental/cognitive issue, yet she took his money anyways and quickly walked away!  Of course, I was not going to tell him at that point:  "Don't give her that money!"  Earlier this week I gave him $100 dollars for his body wallet, all gone by yesterday, and last week it was $200 that I gave him before the $100.  That of course, only for him to have his own spending money, because he also buys the nicotine vaporizing type of products, and canned tobacco.   He does not do drugs, nor drinks alcohol, at least not ever in my presence nor company, because he knows that I do not do nor have ever done any of those habits.  I also buy all his meals, whatever he likes to eat, or as much.  I let him order whatever he wants in restaurants, regardless of price, but, I told him today that I was not going to go eat with him in expensive restaurants as often as we usually do, because he is not properly understanding that I work for that money, and he cannot either be giving away the money that I give him. He does have a kind heart, and in times past he has expressed to me that he wants to help other people, the way that I help him.  Thus, perhaps in his mind giving money away to others is helping them, only that he is unable to understand that I cannot be caring for all his financial needs, and also for him to give away part of the money that with great sacrifice I give him for his personal use. 

Thus, of course, when some of his backstabbing so called "friends" in Athens, TN pretend to want to help Christopher, and to collaborate with me to find him help, while they let him sleep on the streets, or in inhumane conditions, and do not feed him every dayblike I do, and then tell Christopher behind my back that "I am not whom I say that I am!", I will need to continue my own path towards finding him Federal and State help, demanding accountability for the abuse and neglect of such entities, while helping him as a caring friend and financially.  Ironically I was not even upset when I found out about that particular person telling Christopher that about me, but, instead, he was meeting with her, and calls me in front of her to tell me precisely what she was telling him about me.  And, since then him of his own fruition/decision told me that he did not even want to talk to her anymore!  Why?  Because he now sees me as his primary caretaker!  Because I have been loving, compassionate, and caring towards him as a good friend or parent would, and even somebody like him with a mental disability can appreciaapp that quality of care, but, more especially so, somebody that now oftentimes tell me that he does not want to go back to Athens because sometimes he out of desperation has to eat food from garbage cans (imagine how inhumane, undignified, and "dangerous" it is for a disabled person to have to return to that!), has to sleep in cold, hot, wet, smelly places, and the police keeps harassing him, having him sign papers for trespassing, and for unfair complaints of business owners, etc.

So, yes, Athenians of Tennesse, whether or not you like the fact that I am an "immigrant" to this country, or question my motives for helping Christopher Meade, the fact remains, that I am giving him "BETTER CARE" than any of his relatives, so called "friends", "professionals", and U.S. born "Americans"!  As a matter of fact, let me give a little rational and sound perspective to that ignorant mind of yours:

"I am an "IMMIGRANT", yes, and so were "ALL YOUR ANCESTORS", because this is originally the land of "NATIVE AMERICANS", not of the "EUROPEANS THAT STOLD IT, AND MURDERED THEM TO TAKE POSSESION OF IT!"  

Furthermore, I came to this country in June 1992, so any of you, or any of your children "BORN IN THIS COUNTRY" after that, is "IN FACT LESS AMERICAN THAN I AM", because "I HAVE LIVED IN THIS COUNTRY, IN THIS LAND, LONGER THAN THEM OR YOU HAVE!"  

Now, in addition to that, how many of you willfully ignorant "Americans" have been willing to die on behalf of the interests of this country's government, like I have, by joining the US Military, and going to war in the most critical forms that military service can pose or demand!  

Thus, take the big pieces of wood out of your eyes, before you tell me to remove the tiny piece in one of mine!  

Jesimiel Millar

(November 10th, 2024)

Hebron, Indiana

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Christopher has been left to live homeless on the streets, with the government, the cities in which he has lived, with the police, etcetera not doing enough to care for him.  I do not doubt that quite possibly many people have tried (even very hard) to help him, but I have been helping him for 8 month now, and living with him 24/7 for the past few months (because the weather in Tennesse can get cold sometimes, he continues been harassed by people & authorities for years now, and because he has little possessions and those letting him stay on their outside staircases tell him that he has too many bags, that he needs to reduce his belongings, because most of you do not know what is like to try to survive outside in winter time, sleeping on wet or frozen clothing's or blankets, etcetera, and that even for people not having a very severe mental disability like he does) and I can attest to the fact that there is valid/strong reasons why his family, friends, the authorities may have given up on him, and it is because it can be extremely difficult at times to care for him, and those individuals or entities may not have enough patience, understanding, empathy, compassion, and/or resources to care for him.  I for instance am a very respectful person towards people in social environments, although I can be strong and loud if need be when defending those who cannot defend themselves, or due to injustices, but, mostly I almost never argue with people in physical settings, public or otherwise, yet by going with Christopher to many public places daily as he travels with me throughout the United States, I am quite often placed in the uncomfortable predicament of having to have verbal arguments with people, sometimes strongly or loud, defending the irrational or autistic behavior of Christopher, because there are people that although not having a mental disability themselves, and thus being able to or having the mental capacities to make rationally informed decisions, imagine that somebody with a severe mental disability like Chris, whom is highly disabled in the autistic spectrum, and whom unfortunately also has other psychotic behaviors due to both medical reasons and due to PTSD caused by police harassment, human abuse and harassmen in general, etcetera, can think like a rational person just because at times or at first glance he appears not to be autistic.  BUT AUTISTIC PEOPLE AT HIS DEGREE OF AUTISM AND HIS OTHER MENTAL DISABILITY FACTORS "CANNOT" AND DOES NOT PROCESS INFORMATION, DOES NOT REASON LIKE MOST OTHER HUMAN BEINGS DO!"  Even people that have severe drug addictions and whose judgments and mental capacities are severely damaged or impared by virtue of such drug additions, can still understand rational communication, and can themselves to a large extent communicate in rational ways, however, CHRISTOPHER BRIAN MEADE "CANNOT" AND DOES NOT COMMUNICATE RATIONALLY HIS NEEDS, THOUGHTS, AND/OR BEHAVIORS.  HE IS NOT ABLED TO, EVEN IF HE MAY APPEAR "NORMAL" (which definition is highly subjective) AT TIMES.  HE REQUIRES MORE THAN 50 PERCENT SUVPERVISION, YET IS LET BY AUTHORITIES, BY "PROFESSIONALS", BY SOCIETY, BY HUMAN BEINGS WITHOUT DISABILITIES, TO WANDER THE STREETS HOMELESS, UNABLE TO WORK, FACING HUNGER, LACKING HEALTHCARE, FACING ABUSE AND HARASSMENT FROM THE POLICE WHOM IRONICALLY PUT HIM IN PRISON, ARREST HIM, CHARHE HIM WITH TRESPASSING, ETCETERA, ON BEHALF OF THE COMPLAINTS OR CHARGES OF HUMAN BEING WHO ARE NOT DISABLED THEMSELVES!"  

It is very sad, but, more than that, "IT IS CRIMINAL.  IT IS  INHUMANE TREATMENT OF ANOTHER HUMAN BEING, ESPECIALLY TOWARDS A HUMAN BEING WITH A SEVERE MENTAL DISABILITY!"

Christopher does not understand communication and rational concepts the ways that human beings without such mental disabilities are able to understand the use of language, or innuendos, or linguistic sublimation or the oftentimes used ironies thereof.  For instance, when I first met him he used to communicate much less with me, he used to say to many things or as a reply to questions:  "I do not know how to answer that question!"  And he would say that even to simple easy questions.  By now I have succeeded in helping him to communicate a little more, but the opportunity cost in doing that, has been that because his mind is not able to rationalize like other people, his answers or comments to other people now can be even more bizzare and irrational than before when he was not answering questions at all, nor communicating much.  He has told me that "he is married to his daughters".  Of course, I know that such is not the case, that it is just another way of him trying to say that "he loves his daughters", but he loves them as a rational perdon loves his or her children, with parental/filial love, not sexually.  But, such comments can raise eyebrows on people when he at ttimesis trying to converse/talk with strangers, in restaurants and other settings.  He says that he wants one day to "go up to heaven, to live there in the spaceship on the air, in the sky where God lives."  Because he has heard or learned from people that God is up in heaven, but he relates that "irrationally" or in unexpected ways from most people, when he relates that to spaceships or airplanes that he knows are also, or can be, up in the sky.  His mind does not use relational thinking, is not able to rationalize behavior, thoughts, and oftentimes action in ways that are so easy for other human beings.  And because most human beings are highly dysfunctional when it comes to lacking the proper capacity to empathize with the lives of others, it creates chaos, harrassment, and both physical and psychological/emotional abuse towards Christopher Meade, because most people refuse to properly accept or understand, even though they are rational enough to do so, that he is AUTISTIC, WHOM MAY HAVE ALSO EXARCERBATED HIS MENTAL CONDITION BY PREVIOUS DRUG ABUSE OR BAD PEOPLE COERCING HIM TO DO SO, AND BY THE PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE AND HARASSMENT ENDURED BY AUTHORITIES AND PEOPLE IN GENERAL.  I continue saying often, "THAT IT IS A MIRACLE THAT SOMEBODY WITH HIS HIGH DEGREE OF MENTAL DISABILITY HAS NOT DIED ON THE STREETS, LIVING HOMELESS, REJECTED AND ABUSED BY OTHER HUMAN BEINGS!"

At times when he is trying to talk to some females, the female starts noting that she is married, as if Christopher is going to understand that linguistic or communication tactic and realize that she is trying to say, "please do not flirt with me, etc."  But, CHRISTOPHER DOES NOT UNDERSTAND SUCH SUBLIMITIES OF LANGUAGE, COMMUNICATION, OR BEHAVIORS!  Now, because he is living in the same truck as I do (24/7), sleeping as it may in different beds, THERE HAS NEVER BEEN AND NEVER WILL BE ANYTHING ROMANTIC NOR SEXUAL BETWEEN CHRISTOPHER MEADE AND I (JESIMIEL MILLAR), when a woman mentions to him that she is married, "CHRISTOPHER REPLIES THAT HE IS MARRIED TO HIS BROTHER!"  BY his brother he means/signifies me (Jesimiel Millar), because he regards me now as his father, his brother, and his fellow soldier.   I have also heard him talk on the phone when he calls them, and he is asked by his friends questions like:  "Do you like him?"  (Referring to me), and he replies "Yes".  But, Christopher has the naive mind of a child in most aspects of romance and sexuality, even though he has biological children, and he has had sex with different women.  He does not understand that the person asking the question is probably thinking of a romantic or sexual context.  Therefore, people can easily misjudge his answers, therefore creating unsubstantiated and erroneous conjectures and suppositions.    He may have learned or have been taught that being married is when two people love each other, and live together.  So in his mind he loves me (and tells me so sometimes), and may hug me with great innocense, like a child who loves a parent or a relative, and he lives with me, so in his mind he may reply to people that he is married to me (his brother), or married to his children, and if asked by somebody if he is "living together" with me, he replies yes, but again, he does not understand that when people ask that question they oftentimes are thinking of "living together in a romantic or sexual way".  He does not understand such things like other people do.  I ON MY PART WOULD NEVER HAVE A ROMANTIC NOR SEXUAL INTEREST IN HIM (even though I am attracted mainly to men) SIMPLY BECAUSE MY PERSONAL PERSONALITY IS SUCH THAT IT WOULD FEEL TOTALLY WRONG FOR ME TO BE INVOLVED ROMANTICALLY WITH SOMEBODY WHOSE MENTAL DISABILITY IS THAT SEVERE.  AND THEREFORE ANY SEXUAL ATTRACTION IS ALSO ABSENT.  I, however, usually do not tell women who are not disabled that, because i do not want to deter them from being physically attracted to them, or even from having a romantic or sexual relationship with him, because living on the streets in particular, but also in his past, he has had sex and relationships with women who drive cars, that have houses, etcetera, which indicates to me that they were rational women.  But, me personally, I only care for him out of pure compassion, empathy for his mental condition and life struggles, and because it infuriates my spirit to know for a fact how cruel so called "normal" and apparently "rational" human beings can be.  IT IS EVIDENT TO ME THAT GOD OR THE LIVING FORCE OF THE UNIVERSE NEEDS TO BRING ALL OF YOU HUMANS TO JUDGMENT ONE DAY, EVEN IF YOU ARE RESURRECTED FROMNTHE DEAD IN ORDER TO BE JUDGED BY GOD!"

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Chris Photography

"I (Jesi) rented a hotel room for Chris to spend the weekend by himself, planning on doing so every weekend or every other weekend as finances and/or my work allow!"

[He (Chris) took this picture in the hotel room and sent it to me!]

November 3rd, 2024

Athens, TN

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CHALLENGES OF CARING FOR HIM!

When I went on Monday (11/4/24) to pick up Christopher at the hotel, and for both of us to go check out at the office, since I was the one that rented the room from him, when I went into his room, to help him finish getting his things ready, and to leave the room looking decent, to leave a tip for housekeeping (even though he chose not to have such service), I noticed and saw that the shower was running water full force, so I asked him for how long the water had been running in the shower, and he said:  "For more than 24 hours!"  Thus, anyone can see why that would be a cause for concern.  People in general, even some of his friends, but more troubling the authorities, public or human services, and similar entities do not properly or in full disregard for the well being of others, or due to an inability to exhibit empathy and compassion towards other human beings, fail to understand that individuals with mental disabilities, but more so with cognitive disabilities, require "specialized care", not only when they are young and public schools make sure that such individuals or underage students are taught by "properly trained" SPECIAL EDUCATION TEACHERS, who understand how to properly treat and deal with the special needs and behaviors of such students, but, the sad story of CHRISTOPHER MEADE, of "NEGLECT & JUDICIAL ABUSE/MALPRACTICE" on behalf of public service agencies, human services, healthcare entities, religious groups or churches, of the police, of the courts, and other authorities, is a "RUDE AWAKENING" to many, and a SAD REMINDER to many others, that "SPECIAL NEEDS" individuals in the USA, are given "relative" (sometimes it is bad in childhood too) proper attention and care when young, then, as if they were wild animals or pieces of discarded materials, many "SPECIAL NEEDS" individuals as ADULTS are left to fend or survive on their own.  They are not able to work, nor understand life as the average adult can, which presents an insurmountable number of issues, challenges, and concerns, which society, which most human beings in their selfish lives, cruel minds and hearts, crooked views of what humanity really is, choose to ignore, mistreat, and/or abuse, and do things as what has been done to CHRISTOPHER BRIAN MEADE!  

He has been incarcerated, has had warrants for his arrest, is mentally afraid of going into restaurants and other places even when he has money, because of being abused by police, business owners, and by the public too.  I will not cease to say that "YOU ARE CRUEL AND EVIL HUMAN BEINGS", and by that I am referring to humans all around the world!  I am not running for politics, I do not work at a university, I do not and choose not to have a "fake" job, so called "professional" or otherwise, where I am expected to be "fake", untrue, to not speak the truth because it makes others uncomfortable, or because it is bad for "public relations", or under "threats" of getting fired because of telling "THE TRUTH", or for choosing to bring the proper amount of critical thinking, empathy, ethics, and compassion into the fairly perceived matters that I try to judge in life, both at the personal level, and from the collective humanity perspective, or point of view.  

Things need to change, and better treatment needs to be secured, ensured, and regularly re-evaluated about the treatment and/or given to not only Americans with Disabilities, but, to any human being anywhere with a mental, emotional, psychological, or cognitive disability, at all ages of their life spectrum!  

"THAT IS A VERY PARAMOUNT PART OF WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN!"

Jesimiel Millar

November 6th, 2024

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Chris was travelling with me in the commercial truck where I work, all over the US, well a lot of States during the month that he was travelling with me, but he had gotten too disorderly arguing too much and too often with the employees and customers at the truck stops where truck drivers stop to eat, shower, and usually park the truck for the 10 hour rest.  [He had no interaction with the people/employees loading the trailer nor with customers during delivery, because I instructed him to remain inside the truck in such instances, but, other than that, he could go out of the truck at will at his convenience, and while I was sleeping he oftentimes went to the stores on his own because he had rested while I drove 10 or 12 hours a day].  I had to take him back to Athens, Tennessee because I did not have enough money to rent him a hotel room permanently, and I don't have a criminal record, have a stable job, but, Chris is autistic, and has a criminal that shows up in a simple online search, thus, very unlikely would anyone let me rent him an apartment.  It is in my eyes an unbelievable injustice that a mentally disabled person's record of arrest and/or detention is not sealed, when he is not even able to work, and anyone trying to help him faces those legal constraints.  Authorities should be the ones arrested for their criminal neglect.   If i loose my job because of his inability to properly manage his behavior towards others, then I could  not be able to help him any longer.  Thus, with great pain in my heart I took him back, but I told him that I was going to continue helping him financially.  Yet, for a month he had not answered my calls, and I was worried about him.  About a week ago my friend Lisa told me that her husband and her both saw him in Downtown Athens, walking the streets.  I was partially reliwved to hear of him, yet still relatively concerned about him not wanting to talk to me, especially given the fact that i have been so kind, friendly, caring towards him, and he had also been respectful, kind to me, very appreciative, always thanking me for me helping him so much, but, now he would not talk to me at all.  The truck has a bunk bed, and he had the nicer bigger bed when he was staying in the truck.  He was always very happy to be in the truck.  When i was driving for work, he had the option of sitting in the front or be in the back sleeping while I drove.  When we were not driving ge would be doing arts and crafts, which he is very good at, very meticulous.  The life of a truck driver is something that not everyone can get used to, but for me it is easy because I've always been single, and have war/combat experience while in the U.S. Military, however, for Chris,

transitioning from walking every day all over town, especially somebody that has never driven a car, the lack of physical activity of being merely a passenger in the truck I am sure was what in part making him more conflict-prone towards other people.  However, he loved being travelling in the truck, and because I had to take him back to Athens, TN he will not talk to me anymore.  Nonetheless, I would not be surprised if ignorant, crooked evil-doers have also contributed to his new irrational behavior of not wanting to talk to me.  Those crooked people do not help him one bit compared to all the help I have given him in the two and a half months that i have known him, yet dare to turn him against me, the one person doing the greatest advocacy for his well being.  In those 2 1/2 months, I have spent about $6,000 dollars on him, 90 percent of all the money I had.  Yet, never expecting anything in return from him, because he does not understand properly financial concepts.  He can do basic math probably better than most adults (not advanced math such as calculus, etc, because those would require great critical thinking skills and parameters of associative reasoning/thinking that he simply does not have), because sometimes autistic people have savant tendencies, however, he is literally a disabled person whom is being neglected by human service, social services, and other government entities.  Yesterday (October 4th, 2024) I went to the District Attorney's Office in downtown Athens, TN, to ask Amanda if she had seen Chris recently, but she was off from work, thus when I left her office I saw him near the CVS pharmacy where he goes to use the bathroom or buy things sometimes, and I saw him, and as soon as he saw me he stood still, turned the other way, smiling, but not wanting to talk to me.  He then proceeded to go into the pharmacy, and I went there too, and I offered him money to buy something, he turned around, and I gave him $240 dollars.  He took the money, but he would still not talk to me.  He went to the restroom, and after leaving the restroom I gave him $160 dollars more, for a total of $400 dollars, but he still did not want to talk to me, so I left.  Today I was walking all over downtown Athens, putting 300 cards on people's cars and business doors, and church doors, saying "www.GodComes.com" on one side, and "www.MostViews.Watch" on the other side of the card, and towards the end of doing

such work, I saw Chris in one of the main streets, and tried talking to him, but he would not talk to me whatsoever.  If he was not mentally disabled, I would end helping him today, but, he is not able to properly understand his irrational and dysfunctional behaviors, and if I turned my back on him permanently, I would not be any better than the other unacceptable human beings that turn their back on somebody who cannot understand the ramifications of his behavior.  I gave him $300 about a  month ago (like 20 days) when I took him back to Athens, but, without him talking to me I cannot put money ($300-$400) in his debit card every week anymore, because I do not know if he has the card or not.  I will also not pay his phone service anymore, because I do not know if he has his phone or not.  

He was doing so well when I was helping him, even before I took him travelling with me because he insisted on wanting to, he was dressing nice, happy, eating in restaurants and sending me pics all the time, and yesterday he was walking around with a baige sleeping blanket over his shoulders like a crazy man, unshaved, and today with his arms wrapped around a red sleeping blanket full of something inside.  A day and night change in his behavior, for the worse.  That is why generally people stop helping him, but, it is cruel and evil to believe that he deserves to be ignored, when he does not understand his actions and/or behaviors as the average person can.  And when it comes to authorities, government based entities, the ongoing neglect of people with disabilities needs to be penalized in legal ways.   In this country, in the United States of Americal such corrupt and negligent behavior on behalf of the government towards its citizens is unacceptable.  And we as citizens have a constitutional responsibility to not allow such neglect of disabled or of the socioeconomically disadvantage.  But, what is more serious in front of God, and even if somebody does not believe in God, is that merely from a humanitarian point of view, CHRISTOPHER MEADE, and any distressed, neglected, or abused human being deserves the support of those more capable, in order to give him the well being and dignified standard of living that each and every human being deserves.  Even non-disabled criminals deserve to be treated with relative mercy and compassion, because we are all sinners!  

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